Uncontrollable.

A mind

Totally uncontrollable

Thoughts come from everywhere, and cannot be stopped

My mind

Is uncontrollable

Stresses, ideas, emotions, commands, demands, everything coming in split second motion

To stop would be peace

To stop would mean death

To slow would be appreciated

To slow would be ridiculed

To speed would be productive

To speed would cause destruction

I must go on

I must press on.

Think, breathe, think, move, think feel, think, speak, think, calm, think, Scream, think, cry, think, ache, think, breathe, think, love, think, help, think run, think, see, think, share, think, think, think

Think.

Uncontrollably

Particular Melancholy

In the night there is silence
In my mind there is screaming.

Thoughts left unfinished
Questions; unanswered.

My imagination is running wild
While my heart is pouring out its sentiments

With each new thought comes
A new idea

Springing to life like a tulip
In April

The idea brings a friend,
A question.

The question haunts,
Taunts my soul and tortures my mind

But I do not have the answer
So enters the particular melancholy

A feeling I know well.